Wednesday, September 23, 2009

homie lover buddy friend

So last night i was havin a convo with a dear friend hey double a!!!!! lol
we were talkin about female and male friends and the down sides to that type of friendship. Now ladies I must ask WTF is wrong wit yall??????? Okay you can nit lemme repeat that shyt CAN NOT have makeshift boyfriend-friends. You cant spend all this time with a guy go out to eat go to the movies, stay at his crib , get undressed n front of him then expect him not to try to fuck u. DUH bitches thas like getting ass naked in front of a man and expecting him not to look. STUPID AS SHYT. Fist of all if you are a sexual uninhibited female theres nothing wrong with that and you may like conversing with your friends about sex and you various skills theres also nothing wrong with that BUT if your male friend is getting treated like your boyfriend the least you can do is suck a nigga dick or sumthin. LMAO I mean damn how u gonna get mad at him for wantin to sex you when BITCH YOU FLAUNT THE PUSSY!!!!!! and then when he asks for sum or hint at it you act like he just tried to shoot the pope… ladies ladies ladies this shyt aint cool don’t call this nigga in the middle of the night bitchin about “ my boyfriend doesn’t do this and he don’t do that , the sex isint great” WTF okay if ima dude ima say well shyt bring urself over here and let me burn dat ass up all night ill give u sumthin to talk about. You trynna act like ur pussy is holier than though when both of yall know bitch u BOPPIN so why u fakin on the nigga that give u quality time and stay on the phone n take u out… oh but u let the nigga u met at the club last night hit and u dnt even fukin know his last name? SMH bitches…… like women get made at there male friends for comin on to them but we set ourselves up sumtimes… you gonna get undressed in front of a man and when he try to come for you u get mad ughhhhh DON’T SHOW ME A BOOB IF I CANT SUCK IT AND DON’T SHOW ME A ASS CHEEK IF I CANT FUCK IT real talk truest shyt I ever said…. BEIN YOUR FRIEND GETS A NIGGA BLUE BALLS AND A HEADACHE AND YOU WONDER WHY HE DISTANCES HIMSELF FROM YOU. All im sayin is see shyt from a dudes point of view sumtimes. I know its ur pussy u will do with it what u please but sum shyt just makes NO sense men are simple creatures they see it , they want it the go after it so don’t get mad if ur “homie” tries to b ur B-U-D-D-Y. musiq said it best a buddy is a equal benefical arangment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNJ6J5NVpwY

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

tests of faith

people say god has a way of showing you who's god
but i been searchin all my life n im still lookin 4 it
trial after tribulation and im still goin thru it
damn i want shyt 2 be better
but y i feel like im goin thru hell to do it
laugh now cry later thas sum tru shyt
looks like life catches up wit u faster than u ever knew
wen every chance u ever had u blew
im just lookin 4 tha right tunnel so i can follow thru
hidden tears behind smiles i just breeze through life
you'll never know my struggles
you'll never see my pain
i hate it when it storms but i damn sure love the rain
it brings me relief so i can cry in peace
pacin down a empty sidewalk with tear stained cheeks
i found my way to the church and as i was standin at the stairs
the heavens opened upi swear i could hear an angels prayers
it was then that i knew exactly where i should be
i put all my faith in god because he put all his love in me

WHYYYYY?????

Omfg... Drop socks????? Okay so im n the club partyin like shyt while my lil cuz performin then i turn to my left and see this shyt.... I wish i wouldve got the whole outfit. This crackhead lookin bitch had on liquid leggings a white t a mans vest that was hideous! And drop socks wit reebooks.... BITCH ima need you to steep into 2009 and leave 1993 there! What the hell now whomever let her walk out the house like this is dead ass wrong

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

R.i.p.

The big brown eyes u luved to look in to are tired of looking at u
The heart u loved is tired of breaking

Whats worth losing me?
Money, friends material things?

Ive asked u for nothing and given you everything

In return what have i recieved?
Tear stained pillows
Lonely nights
headace's derived from our constant fights

I thought i"d love u forever
I thought u were my last
but now i realize You will inevitably become just another man in my past
A face with a name and no feelings attached

i never loved a man more than i loved u
Today i realized we wouldnt work and my heart ripped in 2

I knw part of me will die with the memory of you
A life will never happen
Smiles we wont share
Laughter we wont hear
Moments we wont rember
and memories we wont have

A plane wont take flight to a destination where a honeymoon would have been filled with lustful nights

An aisle i'll never walk with u 2 words i wont say... "I do"
Our unborn child will never have a chance to see daddy's smile every morning and feel mommys hands
so many plans we made for our future that will never come to pass

R.i.p. To all the things we once were and the many things that will never be
I hope u find what your looking for and i leave our luv with your memory of me

a womens heart

im not meant to be broken
not meant to be hurt
not meant to be your sidewalk on days you feel like being a jerk
and love isint a joke i dont take it lightly
in spite of your lack of enthusiasum
i tried to make it work but as we both know you hit me where it hurts

you promised you'd never make me cry
promised you'd never scheme or lie
promised to be there
promised to love
promised to chersish me and put me above all things
you said you were different but in reality u were just like the rest
this was the final exam and baby you horribly failed the test

i was everything you could want and everything you'd ever need
but you just couldnt give me a few simple things
your love
trust and loyalty
and i wont scream and shout i wont even strike you
even though some days i feel like throwing liquid on you and staring while i ignite you

youve made me want to be like the very men i despise
telling niggas i luv them and filling there head with lies
telling them i care knowing i really dont
and telling them there always be my one and only when i know they wont

i could be vindictive and i could be a bitch
but theres only one thing i really really wish
i wish i could forget all the heartaches and all the pain
that way i'd never have the thought that all men are the same
i wish i could go back to the day we meet and stop myself from doing somthing i'd regret

i wish this didnt hurt so much
some times i cant take what i feel
so i light it up n take a drink till its my face i cant feel

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Early morning bullshyt

I hate fuckin wakin up in the morning and traffic is that bullshyt!

Friday, September 11, 2009

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okay so fellas here is a tip if your cheating on your girlfriend make sure she doesn't know the password to all your online accounts... because nothing is more incriminating than #1 facebook #2 myspace and #3 YOUR FUCKING ONLINE BILL SUMMARY!!! technology is a mutherfucka aint it???? okay no straight man in his right mind is texting another man at the times listed above.... therefore this combined with odd behavior, random m.i.a. sessions and less sex = A FUKING CHEATER. but what makes me made even more is that when i try to be civil and just confront the nigga he plays dumb and now he ignores my calls.. TRUUUEEEE we been together for 2 years and this is how the relationship is gonna end? i have to applaud u baby for being a ANYTHING ASS NIGGA you are a spineless bastard instead of looking me in my face and saying it's over you wanna play childish games like a high schooler. how about this GROW A PAIR OF NUTS and just tell me what it is im grown boo if you a triflin cheatin ass nigga then thats just what you are point blank PERIOD. he is lucky that he no longer owns a car cause i wouldnt even break his windows i would set that bitch on fire. so words of caution fellas "karma is a bitch and revenge is a mothafucka but niether have shit on a woman scorned" lmao im laughin now see what i do...