Blast from the past... La La land

decision's decision's..... hmmmmmm Well recently I was riding the metro and wen my nice little ocean decided to get service again i realized i had a voicemail. so i listened to it... WOW it was Mr. invisible!!!! geesh an ex from a year ago who after we broke up just seems to like to pop in and out of my life. Our relationship didn't work cause trouble always seemed to find him! we were friends before we dated so we continued to be friends after. the transition was okay. but he disappeared 6 mths ago. then miraculously i get a voicemail from him. and everything was coolin till he took a trip down memory lane and started to revisit the past... I just knew this convo was coming! ughHHHH.... its crazy when you love someone u fall out of love with them but u always have sum luv for them unless the completely do u REAL DIRTY.... I care but we cool i never thought of revisiting us. He was the type of person who seemed so perfect on the outside and wen u learn about them they seem broken but they refuse to except ur sympathy and despite all the bullshyt life puts them through they keep it movin. i respect that... Not everyone can push aside the whoaaa is me mentality. Everybody says you have one true love in ur life and there is only 1 "the one". I feel like thas not true ive been in love 3 times and at the time i thought everyone was THE ONE... lol but now i can say that one of them was definitely a BIG regret. I did whatever for this dude and in the end he repaid me by hitting me in the fucking face. Just goes to show you people arent everything u think they are... LA LA Land is all the mushy shyt that has to do wit luv. but this blast from the past got me thinking about all the shyt i been thru in relationships.... WHERE THE FUCK IS PRINCE CHARMING???

first stop!!!!! hell wit gasoline draws on...

Okay when you were younger I know ur parents taught you about fibing! mine told me its a one way ticket to hell with gasoline draws on.LOL
Lemme tell you guys the situation nd you let me know what you think okay here we go!!!

Theres this guy I've known For quite sometime. ima call him "mason dixie line" We are just friends.... I have always told him the truth because that is how i want my relationships with others to be open and honest. He made it wierd by telling me he liked me and wanted to be with me. Now he knew that at the time he was saying all this I had a boyfriend whom ima call mr.411. I kindly declined the offer. we remained friends. My relationship was falling apart I got to the point where I was ready to give it up. I started to ponder what would life be like if I had takin mason dixie line up on his offer...truth be told befor i meet mr.411 I had a HUGE crush on south of the mason dixie line but I didnt have the balls to tell him because I thought he didnt like me that way. turns out I was wrong. In life we will miss so many opportunitys and be left with the What if's and Maybe's.... anywayz I ended up single at one point shortly after his little confession. I decided to give him a try but he was a little standoffish so i didnt push the subject. He brought up the convo once again and told me that he doesnt talk to anyone n isint seeing any female he just has friends. Ive been nothing but honest so i suspected he had no reason to lie. we start talkin.... OMG for those of you who dont know d.c. is small and WHAT U DO IN THE DARK ALWAYS COMES TO LIGHT !!! tru shyt is darkcame to light....hes a WHOLE HOE! i start seeing him with random ass bitches around town. and I wasnt angry that he was involved with sum one because i didnt expect him to wait around for me to be free. the thing that pissed me off is that he lied about it. WHY do you feel the need to lie to me? I never pass judgment when people confide in me so why lie? the day i saw him in action he was sooooo busy staring in sum gurls face he never noticed i was standing there! so i didnt say a word just observed from a far... yeah hes been deleted form my phone its 2009 im not playin this year liars get the boot i dnt care if u lie about sumthin small... it doesnt matter the fact is u lied... id b a raunchy bitch if i posted his picture up to let females know he a hoe but im not gonna do that... im playin nice this year fuck em