Blast from the past... La La land

decision's decision's..... hmmmmmm Well recently I was riding the metro and wen my nice little ocean decided to get service again i realized i had a voicemail. so i listened to it... WOW it was Mr. invisible!!!! geesh an ex from a year ago who after we broke up just seems to like to pop in and out of my life. Our relationship didn't work cause trouble always seemed to find him! we were friends before we dated so we continued to be friends after. the transition was okay. but he disappeared 6 mths ago. then miraculously i get a voicemail from him. and everything was coolin till he took a trip down memory lane and started to revisit the past... I just knew this convo was coming! ughHHHH.... its crazy when you love someone u fall out of love with them but u always have sum luv for them unless the completely do u REAL DIRTY.... I care but we cool i never thought of revisiting us. He was the type of person who seemed so perfect on the outside and wen u learn about them they seem broken but they refuse to except ur sympathy and despite all the bullshyt life puts them through they keep it movin. i respect that... Not everyone can push aside the whoaaa is me mentality. Everybody says you have one true love in ur life and there is only 1 "the one". I feel like thas not true ive been in love 3 times and at the time i thought everyone was THE ONE... lol but now i can say that one of them was definitely a BIG regret. I did whatever for this dude and in the end he repaid me by hitting me in the fucking face. Just goes to show you people arent everything u think they are... LA LA Land is all the mushy shyt that has to do wit luv. but this blast from the past got me thinking about all the shyt i been thru in relationships.... WHERE THE FUCK IS PRINCE CHARMING???