no one said this wuld b eazy

Your my addiction and u I have to kick u
I don’t know how but I hope im strong enough to let go
U have some type of control
I don't understand the shyt you do
Some days I feel like it's painful just to love you
When im in your arms I feel safe and protected
But when im not I feel severely neglected
Some days I wonder if u even realize the fucked up shyt you do
You tell me you love me
But you don’t put me first and don't consider my feelings
some days i resent you
All I ever wanted to do is love you
In my mind i've given 150% and what have u given?
You used to be the man of my dreams and now i feel like your fading away i see my self losing you more and more everyday
I find myself wishing you'd take a step back in time and refresh your memory of how we used to be, of how YOU used to be

And my minds getting tired, my eyes are tired to my heart feels so heavy whenever im loving you...