letters 2 love

dear: Mr.202;
what can i say about ur ass. man you put me through hell n back luv ur crazy ass yet even still u gotta get it together we shall see what 09 got in store for u ...i luv u on everything u know how that goes. i couldn't imagine life with out you. you are the only man besides god , my father and brother that i will love unconditionally. in my eyes ur perfect even when I'm looking dead at ur flaws. Sometimes i question if I'm good enough for you some days i wonder if u even deserve me. Who ever said love makes you do crazy things was right. Love over comes doubt, fear,and conscious. Ive often thought you would be the last man i love. Some days i wonder if you will even be around. You have changed lately these last 6 months have been so hard for me. I've questioned your sincerity, your trust, and fidelity. but in the end i feel like no man could possibly love me as much as you do and i couldn't luv another on the level that i love you. I hope I'm not a distraction to you. Sometimes i wonder if i am because of all the things you have going on in your life how and where do i fit? i used to fit but lately i feel like more things have come along and I'm slowly but surely being pushed back further and further away. I hope that if one of these days your love for me subsides that you will come to me and say so. I think of you constantly.... i have never in my life loved a man so passionatly, wanted a man so much and felt as if he was neccessary in my life. you brought out emotions and feelings that i'd barried way before you came along. I thought of myself as a independent woman who didnt need anything or anyone. I didnt trust any man because my heart had been broken to many times and i NEVER submitted to love. but you changed all of that. At times it sadens me to admit that with wreckless abandonment i forgot about all of these things but it gives me immense pleasure to say im so happy i did. i might have missed the chance to get to know you, to love you, confide in you. you have become so much in my life a lover, confidant, and an amazing friend. I love you more than you can ever imagine.

love,
Mocha