Friday, July 31, 2009

fairytales and reality

this is a lil poem i wrote off the top of my head





damn some days i wake up feeling like this...
shyt i drink to much maybe i should quit
cuz the bright lights of the night always callin my name
and all my life i've prayed for fortune and fame
i long wished i could change things
but it seems like the more i pray the more things stay the same
and i woke up one day angry with the wrong person
and my ill feelings couldnt be shooken
i often want to reach out and apologize for those ive hurt
but my pride gets in the way and i end up feeling worse
yet everyday i wake up get made up and paint on my smile
damn if you could walk in my shoes u'd have alotta miles
seen alot and done just as much
but it seems like the one thing i want to attain i cant touch
but ima keep reachin out and hope i catch it
cuz my bottles is gettin empty and my life is kinda hectic
now im on to the next trick how to get this money as fast as i spend it
fast lane life is all i ever needed and im lookin blessed now
so excuse me if im concited but they aint want me then
but know ima commodity
my name in their mouth like im some kinda celebrity
keep hatin on me cuz im in the fast lane passin you by
lifes roulette to me yeah i really do spin it
black or red baby which one we gettin it in wit?
ima pour me another drin and evaluate more
it feels so good to be here sumthin i adore.

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