pain

hello darlings!!!! today's topic is pain... I know we have all been hurt in some way by someone in our lifetime. Today i was thinking why is it that the ones u love the most seem to dissapoint you??? family is suppose to be the peopl who care for you more than anyone else yet lately i've been running in to people who's family are the ones fuking them over wether they realize it or not... man what do you do when they people who should have your back no matter what are the one's stabbing you in it???

and who ever said love dont love nobody was a smart muthafuka man. why is it that you can love a man till u literally have nothing left in u and yet still they wont be satisfied. I've loved a man before who i did anything for. He was my first in so many things i treated him like the most important person in my life. whatever he waas going through i was there no matter how bad the situation yet i am the one he didnt give a fuck a about. He was so busy being all about his friends he forgot about the bitch he left at home... I vowed never again. see when u think u love someone you tolerate things that you usually wouldnt, u say and do things u may not like just to get the person u love to love you as much as u luv them. I learned sometimes its better to just give up and let go... shyt fuk kiesha cole say " if he dont wanna love you he aint gonna..." ain tthat the truth theres nothing you can say or do to change him so don twaste your time..

pain comes in many ways besides the physical how do we cop with th ebullshyt life throws and still keep an optomistic outlook on things????