Friday, March 20, 2009

who is mocha?

she IS an unstopable force to be wreckoned with

kind-when neccesarry.lol

amorous- because she loves the thought of being in love theres nothing like it... love c an make u feel invincible baby have u been in love lately?

unusal- everyone has there quarks

spontaneous- runnning in the rain or dropping everything and driving hours away is so wonderful sometime people take life to seriously u need to break out of the same routine you have been following for years and go out and do somthing simpkly because YOU WANNA DO IT...

triumphant- even in the bad times she see's the silver lining

successful
determined
outspoken
sweet
honest
talented
AMAZING
open minded

she is fashion , art, poetry, music, drawing, calligraphy

mocha is so many things but she is human and she makes mistakes. I am everything i want to be for now and as i grow and learn and change from the expirences that life throws at me i will become better... a better person, better lover, better friend a better human being. And out of all the things I am u have to love me for just being simply... ME

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Dear: love,


God i luv u so much.... Ur better than tha rest and hopefully the last. I think about u constantly hoping ur okay and wondering if ur thinking about me i dnt understand u love. I feel like u intentionally hurt me at times and others u make me feel like the most important thing in ur life. Love we have been thru so much we had goodtime but damn we've had bad ones too yet thru all tha bull shyt i still luv u. I can’t figure out this hold u have on me i feel like i will never leave and we will always be but our arguments are a constant reminder to me that we r no where near perfect. In fact were very flawed....yet i luv u despite them. I just can’t shake u. My heart starts to race, my palms shake whenever im n ur presence it’s hard to breathe.. God how i luv u. When u kiss me my knees feel weak i can barley speak i seemingly become demure and shy. But i wanna b ur everything. I cant deal with heartbreak again not this time love please dnt walk n my life then leave me alone. I hope u feel the same way luv i jus had to clear my chest....love ur my everythingand to destiny i"ll leave the rest


Love,
Mocha♥