Friday, August 7, 2009

beauty is in the eyes of the beholder






















(what i find beautiful)



(what the world finds beautiful)
I have noticed in the last couple of years magazines and t.v. have considered "beauty" to be a fake warped version of the tru thing. Even the girls on the front of magazines that women old and young want to look like dnt even look like that in person... Beautiful comes in all shapes and sizes

What is the perfect body?
THERES NO SUCH THING

No one body can be the epitome of what all body's should look like. baby variety is the spice of life! And dont you ever forget that. god made us in his image and you should be beautiful in the skin you are in because who made up this thing that beautiul is not being in double digit clothing???? i have to b a size 4 to be sexy??? to be considered to have a nice shape?
NO THANK YOU

i will take my double d's and my nice ass and thighs anyday over being a toothpick!
Why do females strive to be somthing no one is? we tourture ourselves!
sitting uder hot ass hair dryers to get the perfect hair style
putting on make up to have the perfect look
high heels to be sexy and statuesque
what is it???????

when will the main stream media start to accept beauty in all its forms?
tall thin and blond doesnt automatically equal beautiful
beautiful can be thick thighs and full lips
beautiful can be kinky hair and dark skin
beautiful can be short and built

what the world finds beautiful is usually unrealistic newsflash everybody cant wake up in the morning looking like the could b on the cover of vouge.. not even the females on the cover! so next time you think of what is beautiful to you broaden your horizons baby cuz theres more than one path to take to your destination

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

love lost

Beep beep beep beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppp
I flatlined today

Yeah my heart just broke
I was layin there in my mind thinking sumhow this must be a joke
I never fathomed being without you
I never thought one day I’d wake up and you wouldn’t be around
Its so silent here…. In my world since you’ve been gone

Every song reminds me of you, of us….
Every poem makes me cry
I stare aimlessly into the world when im walking down the street
Life falls on deaf ears for me, its like all I hear is your heartbeat
They say the pain should lessin with time
But as each day goes by I remebr more and forget so much less
I miss your carress
Your kind words and funny jokes

My momma always told me I had to whatch out for people like you
The kind that creep in your heart and never leave your mind
There memorys always withstand the test of time
Some days I wake up I don’t know if I should laugh or cry

How could I forget you?

There are so many things I want to say and so many things we should’ve done
I knew from the moment we meet you where the one
but life has a cruel and unusual type of humor
and I guess we are its amusment at the moment
because as soon as our silver lining came I saw storm clouds coming

and I will always rember your face
the same face that gave me tears
gave me joy
gave me fear
gave me love

the man of a thousand masks
and you wore them all

I keep you close to me
Right in my heart
Our fairytale ends in the beggening
And happily ever after is so far away
But that’s the reality of life it comes and it goes
And one day I’ll wake up
One day my heart will beat again
One day I will have you to look forward to but until then…...




me n my bestie n my other loves

me n my bestie n my other loves