Tuesday, August 4, 2009

love lost

Beep beep beep beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppp
I flatlined today

Yeah my heart just broke
I was layin there in my mind thinking sumhow this must be a joke
I never fathomed being without you
I never thought one day I’d wake up and you wouldn’t be around
Its so silent here…. In my world since you’ve been gone

Every song reminds me of you, of us….
Every poem makes me cry
I stare aimlessly into the world when im walking down the street
Life falls on deaf ears for me, its like all I hear is your heartbeat
They say the pain should lessin with time
But as each day goes by I remebr more and forget so much less
I miss your carress
Your kind words and funny jokes

My momma always told me I had to whatch out for people like you
The kind that creep in your heart and never leave your mind
There memorys always withstand the test of time
Some days I wake up I don’t know if I should laugh or cry

How could I forget you?

There are so many things I want to say and so many things we should’ve done
I knew from the moment we meet you where the one
but life has a cruel and unusual type of humor
and I guess we are its amusment at the moment
because as soon as our silver lining came I saw storm clouds coming

and I will always rember your face
the same face that gave me tears
gave me joy
gave me fear
gave me love

the man of a thousand masks
and you wore them all

I keep you close to me
Right in my heart
Our fairytale ends in the beggening
And happily ever after is so far away
But that’s the reality of life it comes and it goes
And one day I’ll wake up
One day my heart will beat again
One day I will have you to look forward to but until then…...




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