reconcilliation

im finished his image no longer pressin my existence
i did it live, luv and let go
i find comfort in knowing karma always does its job
i was a imperfectly perfect chapter but your book was flawed
when you flip through ur pages i hope you remember me
remember the tears remember the look on my face
remember the pain you caused that will never be erased
i hope it makes you feel some type of guilt
to reminisce on the once great luv u kilt
and one day when a girl breaks your heart
i hope you think of me when you feel like your worlds falling apart
I once knew this pain at your hands
feeling like i couldnt eat or sleep and would never love again
I thought you had broken me but i refuse to give you that power
because there's no time for judgment in loves final hour
just pure emotion for another human on this earth
one day i'll be whole again and i'll take my heart back
i'll smile and be fruitful
and you will feel pain back to back
the things you said will run through your mind
your mind will be clouded because time is unkind
and when you finally grow up and let go of your hurtful ways
you should just hope that someone is there to love you inspite of your less promising days
I feel like a wieght is lifted and your spell has been broken
Im getting back to me and the things i once loved
i left my thoughts of you to float in all the misguided clouds up above


this is dedicated to my ex james... i loved you , i hated you and one day i will forget you a man i was once enamored with that has hurt me more than any other man ive ever meet i will always associate your name with some type of mild regret i hope one day you see what you put me through and one day some women that you love will do this to you