CONTRADICTING LOVE

we was suppose to have a happily ever after but you lied
you told me you love me then you took it back
you asked me 2 marry u then was like " i never said that"
you kissed me sweetly then pushed me away
you told me you hated me then asked me to stay
once you got what you want you told me to go
gave me a cold look and said love doesnt live here anymore
you expressed how you werent a one woman man and how any future
wit me and you wasnt in gods plan
i believed every lie you feed me and every bullshit excuse
i listened to your arsenic laced words knowing you were poision
but just like eve couldnt resist the serpant i just couldnt leave well enough alone
day after day my trust died
my honor died
my loyalty died
my love died
i died
all because of you and you still dont see the pain you caused
or the scars you left behind
got me second guessin every nigga that comes in my life
and i cant run to tha preacher cause he doesnt feel my pain
I cant run to my mother she doesnt understand
i cant run to my friends they just shake their heads
truth is some days i feel so alone i think i'd be better off dead
i try to get reality through my head
i wont let him love me cause you did me wrong
my mind thinks im the victim and my body plays along
i know its time to move on so i had to say my last good byes
no more tears for you your not worth them
no more hugs for you
no more kisses for you
no more me.... for you
you dont deserve it...
im done with all the bullshyt