forever love

everytime i see you my heart skips a beat
i seemingly freeze nothing on my body moves
except my feet they glide in your direction
even when my mind tells me to retreat
i spent 2 years in a world that revolved around you
a world i never wanted to leave
and now that were over every nigga after you
has had to compete but no one has filled your seat
its empty just like my heart
my world crashed down wen we fell apart
my pride wouldnt let me tell u i really didnt want u to go
my mouth wouldnt even say the very things that i wanted you to know
i spent moths wondering why me curled up in a dark room with my tearz drowning me
and just the thought of her being near u makes me sick
she will never love you half as much as i do
she will never touch you like i did
kiss u like i did
hold u like i did
console u like i did
i was there for you wen u were going through some of the worst shyt
and i always had your back no matter what we went through
and u had mine to and for that very reason i will always love you
it hurts to see you standing right in front of me
knowing we arent the way id want us to be
deep inside i secretly hope that we will eventually get us right
but until that day comes just know a part of me silently weeps
for you every single night
i loved u at your worst and i loved you at your best
im blinded by my htoughts of you
they never succomb to all the rest