11 months ago
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
hoessss
if ur gonna b a hoe... y dont u ask em where the cash at before u show em where the ass at....
letters 2 love
dear: Mr.202;
what can i say about ur ass. man you put me through hell n back luv ur crazy ass yet even still u gotta get it together we shall see what 09 got in store for u ...i luv u on everything u know how that goes. i couldn't imagine life with out you. you are the only man besides god , my father and brother that i will love unconditionally. in my eyes ur perfect even when I'm looking dead at ur flaws. Sometimes i question if I'm good enough for you some days i wonder if u even deserve me. Who ever said love makes you do crazy things was right. Love over comes doubt, fear,and conscious. Ive often thought you would be the last man i love. Some days i wonder if you will even be around. You have changed lately these last 6 months have been so hard for me. I've questioned your sincerity, your trust, and fidelity. but in the end i feel like no man could possibly love me as much as you do and i couldn't luv another on the level that i love you. I hope I'm not a distraction to you. Sometimes i wonder if i am because of all the things you have going on in your life how and where do i fit? i used to fit but lately i feel like more things have come along and I'm slowly but surely being pushed back further and further away. I hope that if one of these days your love for me subsides that you will come to me and say so. I think of you constantly.... i have never in my life loved a man so passionatly, wanted a man so much and felt as if he was neccessary in my life. you brought out emotions and feelings that i'd barried way before you came along. I thought of myself as a independent woman who didnt need anything or anyone. I didnt trust any man because my heart had been broken to many times and i NEVER submitted to love. but you changed all of that. At times it sadens me to admit that with wreckless abandonment i forgot about all of these things but it gives me immense pleasure to say im so happy i did. i might have missed the chance to get to know you, to love you, confide in you. you have become so much in my life a lover, confidant, and an amazing friend. I love you more than you can ever imagine.
love,
Mocha
what can i say about ur ass. man you put me through hell n back luv ur crazy ass yet even still u gotta get it together we shall see what 09 got in store for u ...i luv u on everything u know how that goes. i couldn't imagine life with out you. you are the only man besides god , my father and brother that i will love unconditionally. in my eyes ur perfect even when I'm looking dead at ur flaws. Sometimes i question if I'm good enough for you some days i wonder if u even deserve me. Who ever said love makes you do crazy things was right. Love over comes doubt, fear,and conscious. Ive often thought you would be the last man i love. Some days i wonder if you will even be around. You have changed lately these last 6 months have been so hard for me. I've questioned your sincerity, your trust, and fidelity. but in the end i feel like no man could possibly love me as much as you do and i couldn't luv another on the level that i love you. I hope I'm not a distraction to you. Sometimes i wonder if i am because of all the things you have going on in your life how and where do i fit? i used to fit but lately i feel like more things have come along and I'm slowly but surely being pushed back further and further away. I hope that if one of these days your love for me subsides that you will come to me and say so. I think of you constantly.... i have never in my life loved a man so passionatly, wanted a man so much and felt as if he was neccessary in my life. you brought out emotions and feelings that i'd barried way before you came along. I thought of myself as a independent woman who didnt need anything or anyone. I didnt trust any man because my heart had been broken to many times and i NEVER submitted to love. but you changed all of that. At times it sadens me to admit that with wreckless abandonment i forgot about all of these things but it gives me immense pleasure to say im so happy i did. i might have missed the chance to get to know you, to love you, confide in you. you have become so much in my life a lover, confidant, and an amazing friend. I love you more than you can ever imagine.
love,
Mocha
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Times have changed
I just saw the wildest shyt yesterday....
Picture this mother and daughter right. The daughter is 15 but looks and dress like she 25 her and the mother have matching tounge rings and marilyn monroe piercings. Thas sum hood shyt why the fuck are u allowing ur 15 year old to get pieercings and tattos?
And whats with these 13 and 14 year olds having babies? I wasnt thinkin about fukin at tha age. And WHERE are the parents who actually discipline there kids? If i called my motheer anythinng besides mommy she wuld back hand me as well as my grandmother then father...times have changed
When did it become socially acceptable to do these things
Picture this mother and daughter right. The daughter is 15 but looks and dress like she 25 her and the mother have matching tounge rings and marilyn monroe piercings. Thas sum hood shyt why the fuck are u allowing ur 15 year old to get pieercings and tattos?
And whats with these 13 and 14 year olds having babies? I wasnt thinkin about fukin at tha age. And WHERE are the parents who actually discipline there kids? If i called my motheer anythinng besides mommy she wuld back hand me as well as my grandmother then father...times have changed
When did it become socially acceptable to do these things
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Sumtimes luv comes around...
"sometimes luv comes around and it knocks u down just get back up when it knocks u down"~keri hilson
My question is how many times are u gonna continue to get up when loves knocks u on ur ass? Some people have this amazing ability to be optomistic no matter what. Huney i am not one of those people.love is a RUDE bitch on her period... Me n her fight much to ofteen for my liking....ughhhh when will luv stop being a mean as bully and be my homie? When is enuff enuff? When can ur heart finally just say IM DONE, NO MORE, I QUIT?
Some people tell me im to young to give up on love and that i havent begun to expirence true love yet... I dis agree in my short 21 years i have been thru many relationships mainly 3 or 4 important ones and they have all taught me lessons about luv and life. Be it good or bad i've learned from them all.theres been times when i just was like fuck it i quit.but i cant help that im a hopless romantic even when i wanna give up my heart keeps tellin me theres nothin like bein in love. Love can make u feel high, like you dnt have a care in the world. It can also make u feel worthless...my question is when is enuff enuff? how many times do u have to get ur heartbroken before u say no more?
Monday, March 30, 2009
the difference between college and an hbcu....
1. High school started before 8am, but now anything before noon is considered “early."
2. You have more vodka than food in your fridge.
3. Weekends start on Thursday.
4. 6am is when you go to sleep, not when you wake up.
5. The health center gives out free condoms, and u grab ten or more
6. You check Facebook more than once a day.
7. You get drunk dialed on any night of the week.
8. You wash dishes in the bathroom sink.
9. The standard of meals per day falls to two, sometimes just one.
10. Your trash is overflowing and your bank account isn’t.
11. You go to Target or WalMart more than 3 times a week.
12. Your idea of feeding the poor is buying yourself some ramen noodles.
13. You pay $100 for a book you don't read once, return it four months later, and get $7.
14. You wear flip flops in the shower
17. You skip one class to write a paper for another.
18. You have no idea where your tuition money is going... technology fees? I think not.
19. You stay up late to finish homework then sleep through the class in which it was due.
20. You craft ways to make any game into a drinking/stripping game.
21. You meet the type of people you thought only existed in movies.
22. Printers break down only when you desperately need them.
23. Anything can be cooked in a microwave.
24. Going to the grocery at midnight is completely normal.
25. You can't imagine life without your computer/cell phone/ ipod.
26. A canceled class is almost as exciting as Christmas.
27. Your professors speak English... as a second language.
28. You know what people carrying suspiciously heavy backpacks after dark are doing...
29. The elevators take forever but you'll wait 10 minutes just so you don't have to climb stairs.
30. Class size doubles on exam days.
31. You no longer find it uncool to take naps. In fact, you quite enjoy them.
32.It's illegal to drink in the dorms yet they sell an assortment of shot glasses, beer mugs, tankards, etc. in the bookstore.
33.You know at least one person who has dropped his/her cell phone into a toilet.
34.You admire people's alcohol bottle shrines.
35.You text faster than you type
36.You run out of black ink and, instead of buying a new ink cartridge, decide blue is a nice substitute... adds a little flair
37. You have a drinking buddy who can hold the most intellectual, deep conversations when drunk. Unfortunately, neither he/she nor you can remember most of it later.
38.starbucks become your new best friends..
39.You know exactly how much food will fit into a mini-fridge..
40.You've made a sandwich on or eaten food off of your $1500 laptop.
41.It is completely acceptable... and encouraged... to party on weeknights. What would life be without Wasted Wednesdays or Thirsty Thursdays?.
42.You smell the clear liquid in your water bottle before you drink it... just to make sure it's actually water..
43. You wonder why dorms stop serving breakfast at 11am. What gives?
44. You finish reading this and wonder how you can procrastinate next.
HBCU....
1.you know u go to an HBCU when ur professor is fresher than u r
2.where "diversity" is classified as having the thug, the skater boy, the rich kid, and they are all BLACK.
3.You know you go to an HBCU when there's more of a crowd to the witness the half-time performance @ a football game than there is a crowd for the game itself.
4.when the dorms are still sepatated by gender and there is sopposed to be a "curfrew
5.You know you went to an HBCU when EVERYTHING on your campus is marked up with some frat/soro's sign, rocks,grass,trees,benches
5.when there's always a fall/spring convocation and the attendance is mandatory.
6.When people come to your homecoming and they NEVER attended the college.
7.you know u go to an HBCU when its time to graduate, and the university tells u 3 days before graduation u have to meet new requirements
8.u kno u go to an HBCU when there is more competition to be the drum major than the starting QB
9.u spend more time in the registar and financial aid office than in class... *coughs* MORGAN STATE *
10.when the one token white person on campus probably is an Africana Studies major, or just more hood than some of the black people on campus.
2. You have more vodka than food in your fridge.
3. Weekends start on Thursday.
4. 6am is when you go to sleep, not when you wake up.
5. The health center gives out free condoms, and u grab ten or more
6. You check Facebook more than once a day.
7. You get drunk dialed on any night of the week.
8. You wash dishes in the bathroom sink.
9. The standard of meals per day falls to two, sometimes just one.
10. Your trash is overflowing and your bank account isn’t.
11. You go to Target or WalMart more than 3 times a week.
12. Your idea of feeding the poor is buying yourself some ramen noodles.
13. You pay $100 for a book you don't read once, return it four months later, and get $7.
14. You wear flip flops in the shower
17. You skip one class to write a paper for another.
18. You have no idea where your tuition money is going... technology fees? I think not.
19. You stay up late to finish homework then sleep through the class in which it was due.
20. You craft ways to make any game into a drinking/stripping game.
21. You meet the type of people you thought only existed in movies.
22. Printers break down only when you desperately need them.
23. Anything can be cooked in a microwave.
24. Going to the grocery at midnight is completely normal.
25. You can't imagine life without your computer/cell phone/ ipod.
26. A canceled class is almost as exciting as Christmas.
27. Your professors speak English... as a second language.
28. You know what people carrying suspiciously heavy backpacks after dark are doing...
29. The elevators take forever but you'll wait 10 minutes just so you don't have to climb stairs.
30. Class size doubles on exam days.
31. You no longer find it uncool to take naps. In fact, you quite enjoy them.
32.It's illegal to drink in the dorms yet they sell an assortment of shot glasses, beer mugs, tankards, etc. in the bookstore.
33.You know at least one person who has dropped his/her cell phone into a toilet.
34.You admire people's alcohol bottle shrines.
35.You text faster than you type
36.You run out of black ink and, instead of buying a new ink cartridge, decide blue is a nice substitute... adds a little flair
37. You have a drinking buddy who can hold the most intellectual, deep conversations when drunk. Unfortunately, neither he/she nor you can remember most of it later.
38.starbucks become your new best friends..
39.You know exactly how much food will fit into a mini-fridge..
40.You've made a sandwich on or eaten food off of your $1500 laptop.
41.It is completely acceptable... and encouraged... to party on weeknights. What would life be without Wasted Wednesdays or Thirsty Thursdays?.
42.You smell the clear liquid in your water bottle before you drink it... just to make sure it's actually water..
43. You wonder why dorms stop serving breakfast at 11am. What gives?
44. You finish reading this and wonder how you can procrastinate next.
HBCU....
1.you know u go to an HBCU when ur professor is fresher than u r
2.where "diversity" is classified as having the thug, the skater boy, the rich kid, and they are all BLACK.
3.You know you go to an HBCU when there's more of a crowd to the witness the half-time performance @ a football game than there is a crowd for the game itself.
4.when the dorms are still sepatated by gender and there is sopposed to be a "curfrew
5.You know you went to an HBCU when EVERYTHING on your campus is marked up with some frat/soro's sign, rocks,grass,trees,benches
5.when there's always a fall/spring convocation and the attendance is mandatory.
6.When people come to your homecoming and they NEVER attended the college.
7.you know u go to an HBCU when its time to graduate, and the university tells u 3 days before graduation u have to meet new requirements
8.u kno u go to an HBCU when there is more competition to be the drum major than the starting QB
9.u spend more time in the registar and financial aid office than in class... *coughs* MORGAN STATE *
10.when the one token white person on campus probably is an Africana Studies major, or just more hood than some of the black people on campus.
somthing we all should read
You may have gone to bed last night weary and wondering how, when and why?
But thank God you woke up this morning and placed your feet on the floor
And when you did, I'm sure the enemy said... "DARN, she is up again!"
That's right. You are up again.
You may still be discouraged, but you are not defeated!
You are up again.
Your head is up!
Your gratitude is up!
Your faith is up!
You are standing up on your faith.
You are cheering up and looking up.
You are speaking up and thinking up.
You are hooking up with the right people.
You are growing up and maturing in your self-esteem, self-worth and self-control.
You are up and ready to make it through and up out of your temporary circumstances.
To get better sleep, reduce the news watching and distance yourself from the negative people. Prayer is better than prozac.
There is no cost... just a lot of reward.
Make sure you pray,
and pray believing God will answer.
May today be all you need it to be.
May the peace of God and the freshness of the Holy Spirit rest and abide in your thoughts,
rule in your dreams tonight, and conquer all your fears.
May God manifest Himself today in ways you have never experienced.
May your joys be fulfilled,
your dreams be closer,
and your prayers be answered.
I pray that faith enters a new height for you;
I pray that your territory is enlarged.
I pray for peace,
healing,
health,
happiness,
prosperity,
joy,
true and undying love for God.
But thank God you woke up this morning and placed your feet on the floor
And when you did, I'm sure the enemy said... "DARN, she is up again!"
That's right. You are up again.
You may still be discouraged, but you are not defeated!
You are up again.
Your head is up!
Your gratitude is up!
Your faith is up!
You are standing up on your faith.
You are cheering up and looking up.
You are speaking up and thinking up.
You are hooking up with the right people.
You are growing up and maturing in your self-esteem, self-worth and self-control.
You are up and ready to make it through and up out of your temporary circumstances.
To get better sleep, reduce the news watching and distance yourself from the negative people. Prayer is better than prozac.
There is no cost... just a lot of reward.
Make sure you pray,
and pray believing God will answer.
May today be all you need it to be.
May the peace of God and the freshness of the Holy Spirit rest and abide in your thoughts,
rule in your dreams tonight, and conquer all your fears.
May God manifest Himself today in ways you have never experienced.
May your joys be fulfilled,
your dreams be closer,
and your prayers be answered.
I pray that faith enters a new height for you;
I pray that your territory is enlarged.
I pray for peace,
healing,
health,
happiness,
prosperity,
joy,
true and undying love for God.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Whhhyy????
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