Friday, October 3, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
CONTRADICTING LOVE
you told me you love me then you took it back
you asked me 2 marry u then was like " i never said that"
you kissed me sweetly then pushed me away
you told me you hated me then asked me to stay
once you got what you want you told me to go
gave me a cold look and said love doesnt live here anymore
you expressed how you werent a one woman man and how any future
wit me and you wasnt in gods plan
i believed every lie you feed me and every bullshit excuse
i listened to your arsenic laced words knowing you were poision
but just like eve couldnt resist the serpant i just couldnt leave well enough alone
day after day my trust died
my honor died
my loyalty died
my love died
i died
all because of you and you still dont see the pain you caused
or the scars you left behind
got me second guessin every nigga that comes in my life
and i cant run to tha preacher cause he doesnt feel my pain
I cant run to my mother she doesnt understand
i cant run to my friends they just shake their heads
truth is some days i feel so alone i think i'd be better off dead
i try to get reality through my head
i wont let him love me cause you did me wrong
my mind thinks im the victim and my body plays along
i know its time to move on so i had to say my last good byes
no more tears for you your not worth them
no more hugs for you
no more kisses for you
no more me.... for you
you dont deserve it...
im done with all the bullshyt
Friday, September 26, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Everything and nothing
I heard this quote from my favorite porn star pinky. Now thas a bad bitch but thas a whole notha note so anyway... Thia quotebreally caught my attention it made me think about the shyt people do mostly niggas. If a man doesnt do anything with his life(example) doesnt WORK or go to school and doesnt try to better himself does he have any self worth?
Everyone has things they could change about themselves in order to be better but if a person doesnt want to better themselves wether its with education, personality, looks whatever the case may be does that mean there not worth anything in their mind?
I have this annoying habit of seeing the best in people sometimes shyt they dny eveb see n themselves. Its fuked up cause i see there potenial and i feel its so neccessary to help them see it that at times i dnt realize they dnt give a fuk. Shyt just ask my dumb ass ex. I noticed alot of women do that. This is what i have to say to you..." bitch if he dont have a job, dont want one, ask u for money all day and is okay with that, reads at a 3rd grade level and cant stop starin at other bitches but claims he loves you. WHAT THE FUCK IS HE WORTH?"
SHYT thas right drop that ass n chuck dat sorry nigga a duece. Stop holdin on to muthafukas who have no self worth. That applies to ur friends as well... If ur home gurl is always broke so she cant go habg out wit u unless ur payin, only dates "ballers", has every designer purse but an empty wallet, no job, depends on niggas to get her everyday neccesaties and whores around town. Leave that hoe be. You need friends who up lift u and help u be a better person. You need posotive role models n friends so that they can help u raise ur self worth not teach u how to bring it down.
You dnt need people who aint about shyt around u. So after readin this i suggest u evaluate ur friends, ur dude even your family and ask your self " what is this person worth? and are they a posotive force n my life or a negative?" after u firgure it out handle ur B.I. And get ur muthafuka life on shawty
Friday, September 19, 2008
Male pattern baldness
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
fashion gone real wrong

I am a fashion fanatic and i love music but someone please tell wtf is that on the left??? what kinda stylist gone wrong shyt is this??? jimi hendryx's daughter WOW ... she needs to go back a couple of decades before daring to attempt this shyt again.. the weave, the fur, the belt this shyt is TERRIBLE....



