a womens heart

im not meant to be broken
not meant to be hurt
not meant to be your sidewalk on days you feel like being a jerk
and love isint a joke i dont take it lightly
in spite of your lack of enthusiasum
i tried to make it work but as we both know you hit me where it hurts

you promised you'd never make me cry
promised you'd never scheme or lie
promised to be there
promised to love
promised to chersish me and put me above all things
you said you were different but in reality u were just like the rest
this was the final exam and baby you horribly failed the test

i was everything you could want and everything you'd ever need
but you just couldnt give me a few simple things
your love
trust and loyalty
and i wont scream and shout i wont even strike you
even though some days i feel like throwing liquid on you and staring while i ignite you

youve made me want to be like the very men i despise
telling niggas i luv them and filling there head with lies
telling them i care knowing i really dont
and telling them there always be my one and only when i know they wont

i could be vindictive and i could be a bitch
but theres only one thing i really really wish
i wish i could forget all the heartaches and all the pain
that way i'd never have the thought that all men are the same
i wish i could go back to the day we meet and stop myself from doing somthing i'd regret

i wish this didnt hurt so much
some times i cant take what i feel
so i light it up n take a drink till its my face i cant feel